I am a soul returning close to the single authentic source threading the path of mysticism in the occurrence of a combined peace, joy, compassion or love. My agony between competing forces of light and dark, and positive marked division between the material kingdom, the administration of evil forces, and the higher spiritual kingdom from which it is divided. My words may seem to confuse and unclear, at the same time over-simplified and full of subtle meanings hidden from the naive.
My words are very easy to know, and easy to practice; but there is none in the world who can recognize and capable of practice them.
A dimensional fluctuation amid one construction of reality to another. I am crossed a path by sin, shame, remorse.
Repentance, awareness of lower-self attachments and dervishes giving up the thoughts and behaviors is now the necessity for reinstating unity and grace.
Mortification and dejection, defamation and allegation, abundant lives breathed, none could grasp me and in this way my voyage demands further obligation.
My ancestry and individuality is of free spirit. I question if this is a joy. The joy is of mankind shuns and Almighty embraces. That is the joy in the departure from the material release. (2009)
"Religious truth is the inner meaning of the law revealed in the heart of the Sufi by the Divine Light."
In terms of the Ultimate Reality or Truth, I have now come to reject the very basis of "manifestation" and in doing so all systems of thought and knowledge in reference to it is invalid
According to my experience there is nothing to understand about enlightenment as enlightenment is the way of enlightenment itself.
The subject of enlightenment – or anything else – did not interest me all my life ………….. My life-story can be separated into the three catastrophe parts. The first part of my life with Human experience. The second part of my life experienced a Bodily experience with a discontinuity from my human life with the ongoing bodily experience – though not absence – of thought. But I lost all connectivity with the acquired knowledge and memories, and I was made to re-learn everything, as if the slate had been wiped clean.
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Friday, January 15, 2010
You Care !!
Hello to all ... Another comment too long became a note.. Sorry Guyz !! I am aware I bore you to death most times.. Nevertheless the ones as boring as me can enjoy my joke...
. The ones who truly cared with no ego are here on this page. I realize the ones who dont like me, no matter what.. but will write nasty stuff..
....little do I bother.. its now just another comment.. Infact i feel pity for their soiled soul as my presence gives them disturbed sleep.... Thats bad !!!
Gone are the days when I would weep buckets of tears... feel hysterical... The last whole year taught me a lot...I am much stronger than before... And honestly I truly care for the ones here who comment genuinely from their heart.
Jealousy towards another is simply their own downfall as in Life if we aim to be successful we need to stop looking for anothers fault rather learn from anothers wisdom.. The ones who write nasty stuff infact never realized that they made me to be what I am today.. the harder the blow the stronger i get each day... Tears, Grief, Pain, betrayal and Accusations made me a better person and a stronger person... Today I can stand for myself and can stand for many who need a helping hand...
As Controversy is always noticed.. In short when one is blinded by Jealousy, he fails to understand that the more jealous. more angry.. and the more angry .. he begins to hate himself................
......... Heart is the core of every Religion........... Heart is what controls our peace and sanity. We receive in abundance when there is purity from within.. and the joy we receive when we give is truly a bliss. There are times when my close people have told me that why am I wasting my energy to the many who are ungrateful, as most forget goodness..
. Things which is given free of cost is never appreciated. !! But when people are fooled and pay money they value it better.. and tend to believe all is well as they have shelled out a lot of money.
At times I did feel this way when few who I have stood by , just dump me after the healing.. But soon I saw that they were just a few selfish ones , not all ..... today thou i do not take a single penny for my work from anyone, the joy of giving and in return trusted & respected is much higher than shopping ...with any amount of money..
Personally thou I am a spendthrift and a crazy shopper, which is bad, ( cant be perfect right?).. & my expenditure is huge too, ...yet I cant imagine charging or fleecing someone who comes to me with trust and pours out his deepest secrets. Its not in me to make money from anothers misery. yes !!!! if one is wasting it on something which is destructive than I would prefer him giving charity to someone needful..rather .. than throwing it away on alcohol or paid sex. But maybe thats another story of finding peace ..Oops buying peace and happiness..!! Sorry I am not being judgemental friends.
The greatest gift I have received is the gift from the Divine.. As I am one woman who cant be begging from door to door for charity to run a non profit organisation.... As thats a big task. People spend but not on Charity.. Thats a chase... Therefore I feel blessed today that I can do for others which cost nothing except my time and energy... which is perfect... What can I do with a cheque of 1000 or 10000 as thats not enough for a LV Bag. hmmm.. ( thats my dirty habit which my family hates )...
...... But the sincerity of giving without expectation.. and in return I recieve a token of love and trust, is much above money to me .. ( this does not mean I have become a saint )..!!! Excuse me.. I am the same .. its the balance of living Life for a purpose. I am not a believer of ..
............ " GIVE UP ALL & LIVE OFF THE STREET" .. I believe in Working towards my goal.. and helping others if its within my control.. maybe a small recommendation etc etc.....
............ Charity is not always in cash. Charity is being helpful with words, action, kindness and a smile...Make anothers day pleasant thou at times you are shattered... This is been me and I dont need to be certified on my thoughts.....
----------------As this journey is never between me and the society.. for each of us here we are on a journey and its between God and the individual soul who is accountable...for his / her deeds..!!!....